Friday, December 22, 2006

Woolen Worries

I stood with an empty jar in one hand
the top in the other,
too long waiting,
dozed off durring the watch.
Woke up to see the residue of your presence
lining the insides, the shiney slime saying softly
"your move."


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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

suburbs scare me

hind quarters of a headless bambi
brushed by bustling SUV's
if only it had eyes to see the slaugher




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Thursday, December 14, 2006

I dont want to be like Tyra

I dont want to be like Heidi

why do I have to tell her, to verbalise
that she's "oot"
no longer in the running
that her show has been cancelled?


because I wont watch
the car crash anymore.
Season after season hoping her car driving in circles
careening around would stop and change direction.


But she's like all TV,
even though I've turned it off
the show is still playing,
the crocodile tears still streaming
begging for viewers.



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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

iridescence

in the future they stamp our heads
with phosphorus and glow in the dark ink.
it takes a machine much like a zambonie
rolling over our foreheads
to locate the exact cave drawing between our crainums
to be sure we are compatible.

in the future that's why we break up.
our symbols: glowing and pulsing
like the radioactive waste we are.
mine will be triangular, some kind of bisexual symbol
a dichotomy. two halves of the rectangle
we can't ever split evenly.

in the future we are
manchester and west hollywood
the chicago l: above and below ground...



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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

bollywood

the orange and the caramel
coolide in a mixture that hits me introvenously -
viseraly. just a flicker on the screen
splaying her technicolor hariem scent into my room
bee stung lips that say "vork" and "varmth" and "bod-dee"
delicate bangled wrists and the slender fingers like a drag queens.
bits of a bollywood woman miles away
in my living room where decorated toes and jangled ankles
are not the norm.
dialated emerals in my head, a choas in recognition.
she is not you, she is not here.


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Monday, December 04, 2006

Slide down the banaster backwards

i dreamt i made eye contact with a huge buck.
it was in our front yard, perched between the magnolia tree and the window.
i pointed to my mother, her right leg lobbed over her left the egg nog in her hand
i pointed to my sister, her hands on a plate of cookies her mouth gobbling up conversation.
I was in awe of him, such grace, such poise. he was as silent as the first snow fall, his nose tickled by the smell of our merry making.
i gasped. the spectacle of the beast at our beheast, silouteed elegance before a charcol sky.
but before i could put synaps to thought
it galloped at me, rabid red eyes roaring
it stretched its barrel chest like a mustang and crashed through our picture window.
glass in my teeth.
hind legs and course hair rustling my elbows.
the noise of this thing louder than a broken carborator.
the nerve of him slamming into our house on the holidays.
his hooves hollow drumming in the hallway.
the china didn't shimmey, it's prismatic permanence in our house steadfast.
we head it making laps around the kitchen and dinning room.
or i heard it. between the taste of sandy grits in my teeth and the faintest drop of blood on my mothers carpet, i lost my sister and mother.
i called for my father, and could imagine him toying in his office downstairs.
i called for the buck, hoping he was from the area; that he would understand my accent with a swollen tounge.
i opened the front door, my stomach chruning with the onslaught of perhaps more.
he trotted past me and carefully took the front steps one at a time.
i had hoped he would slide down the banaster backwards or skate across the icy driveway.

the i heard the flutter and squeal from the
pair of pigeons in our air conditioner and woke up.



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Sunday, December 03, 2006

so many more to post -- here is my digital finger in the dam of poems i need to upload

"And I'll be your english friend" John says
his voice makes the air, so brittle and so cold, mold into a vapour.

"Do you know anything about London? What if he asks where you are from?"
her tone stutters like a car that won't turn over.

"I'll say 'you know, where the bridges fell?'"
her cheeks glow more pale in the dim street lamp lit sidewalk.

"What do you care anyway? It will sound just as realistic as your accent does when you're..."
the laugh punches them both first in the back of their throats before catching sound.

"In bed!" they raor together clutching coated shoulders and tumbling up iced stairs.

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